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my first crush…….. i really can’t remember lol. but my first love is a different story:
when i came out, raphy was there. he is the first person i felt i could honestly love. i had no more fears of loving a boy. and many gay people may know, it isn’t easy finding other compatible gay boys. i guess i was just incredibly lucky ;) my first love. as naive as it may sound… i think he is the one i can live with forever and ever